Psalm 139:13-14 New International Version (NIV)
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
I am confident that God created my life and your life. His word (Bible) is true and he speaks of events over time and promises are made. God is a promise keeper!
Numbers 23:19-20 New International Version (NIV)
19 God is not human, that he should lie,
not a human being, that he should change his mind.
Does he speak and then not act?
Does he promise and not fulfill?
20 I have received a command to bless;
he has blessed, and I cannot change it.
Throughout life, things change and it's hard to understand certain things in our lives. You must keep following your dreams and don't give up. Keep your mind stayed on the promise keeper and know that his word unfolds into a new day. We must keep in mind the things God has already done for each of us. Stirring up hope in a new day. Looking up and finding the same God who created each day of life, has create you for a greater purpose.
I was teaching a class of women and one woman said, "I don't know my purpose". It opened a conversation up about purpose and what do we know about ourselves. We know the date we were born and we know that our very own choices makes a difference. God has said that we each have our own gift. When we first come to God, we don't always know what our purpose is but to serve him in anyway we can. It took me years to realize I was to teach and lead from the middle of my heart. I can stand before people and speak without being nervous. I can write to you daily and know it's right. This is my purpose spiritually.
There is also physical purpose in my life. I see how God has connected me to lives that make a difference. My voice matters and my view on things is often asked. I never push my beliefs but I live what I teach. I believe that a good example is needed to each of us. We have others we look up to and others we see going down a wrong path. Not everyone listens to me or even acknowledge my presence in life, but God does. He speaks to me to keep writing, teaching, living and being the best example daily I can be. My purpose!
As you for, I don't know what it is and you may still be searching. You are to be a good example of Jesus no matter what and worship from the middle of your heart. Casting down things you can not change and changing the things you can. It might sound like i talk about tit a lot, but I mean it. Each day is a new beginning to change and each change affects not only you, but others.
Looking through the window of time, the sky is different daily and birds sing the same song of praise. Trust God with all your heart and lean not to things that you don't understanding. Everything works out when you turn things to God, but you must keep believing in greater things.
God is not a God of just enough, but more than enough in life. Know your purpose and keep reaching to make all your dreams come true. Even in moments of doubt, God is still there.
My prayers continue for you, your family and friends.