MY HEART BEATS ~
God is the giver of life
Psalm 86:11-13 New International Version (NIV)11 Teach me your way, Lord,
that I may rely on your faithfulness;
give me an undivided heart,
that I may fear your name.
12 I will praise you, Lord my God, with all my heart;
I will glorify your name forever.
13 For great is your love toward me;
you have delivered me from the depths,
from the realm of the dead.
MY HEART BEATS ~
For about one month, off and on, I had this dream of dying. I would wake up crying that I didn't want to die. I prayed over myself and ask God for life. It felt so real, but I told myself it was just a dream. Now I wonder, was it just a dream or was God trying to get my attention about health? Was it a warning of what was to come and I didn't realize it? I believe that God does warn us against things but I didn't realize I had a heart problem. It wasn't until the emergency room and hearing words of maybe open heart surgery. What? This scared me so bad and I did feel scared inside. You can know the peace of God and still be concerned over what you must face. It's different when it's you and you need to tell yourself to be BRAVE.
I will choose to praise God for this miracle of life I have been given. It's like another chance to do things right and do my best to eat right, exercise and live in the freedom of God. It might not be a health thing for you, but something that holds you back. I've wasted too much time thinking about things I can't do anything about in life. I can't change the past and I must live in the now. The now holds so much for each of us. God's grace and mercy is here daily. We can thinking positive or negative, but why think negative? There is no reason not to trust the Lord through every moment of life.
2 Timothy 2:13 English Standard Version (ESV)if we are faithless, he remains faithful--
for he cannot deny himself.
God remains faithful and we can trust him in all things. It is good to recall some great things God has already done for you. He cares for you and is able to answer your prayers. My prayers continue for you, your family and friends. I have seen miracles and now I feel that I am one. God heard our prayers and I'm alive. I'm so happy each day I wake up to a new day. Purpose this a good day!